[I’m starting to sense some sort of uncle traveling matt theme here…] On a recent steamy mid morning I found myself cycling down a few blacktop lanes in southern WV. As the trappings of Appalachia thinned out and I began and consider turning back, I came upon a hill that disappeared around a sharp bend. Pretty much spent, I still couldn’t resist my curiosity and reasoned, ‘Ok, well I should at least see what’s over this last hill before I quit and head back.’ As I pushed on, the hill proceeded to stretch on, the slope increasing in direct proportion to my illogical resolve. I pedaled for what seemed like a sopping wet eternity and finally rounded the bend to the top—muscles aching, mouth foaming, growing increasingly smug at the thought of a well-earned vista. Instead, I emerged into a quiet patch of broken pavement that ended abruptly. Spread before me was an abandoned-looking livestock farm on the edge of a receded and almost dry pond. Heavy machinery that had seen its better days some time ago was visible in some of the out buildings and a defunct and deserted donut delivery truck stood in the tall grass. At that point, a lone goose cut across my path slowly making his way to the dry pond, seemingly shaking his head at me. It was silent. Not exactly the vista I had expected.
I turned around and coasted back down the hill, trying to avoid the loose gravel on the sharp turn. As I rode back, it occurred to me that maybe sometimes you push really hard to get over a hill, to finish that last mile on an 89 degree slope in 99 degree weather, and the only thing waiting for you at the top might be a condescending goose on his way elsewhere and an (empty) donut delivery truck. But that what mattered was finding out that you really could finally get up that hill, and the feeling of exploring uncharted territory, not so much the view at the end.
Anyway, the whole thing reminded me in some of all the small bands out there like us working to write and record good music, struggling to be heard, booking shows, managing gear, expenses, lineups, work, touring to end of the map and detuning our guitars, etc. so we can continue to make more of it. And there’s a fair share of hills along the way. But again, the view from stage isn’t why its done.
Not to say we don’t have a fantastic time doing it—and some bands even make the analogy admirably literal (touring on their bicycles!) and have a great time doing it too.